I really cannot wait for my friend to be gone.
I’ve been with her for 5 days now.
I love her to death, but sometimes, it’s nice to be alone.
… But I just feel so sad.
I have no clue what’s making me feel so alone and so depressed, all of a sudden.
It could be the fact that my friends have kind of forgotten I exist.
I can’t even remember the last time one of them asked me to do something.
Or maybe it’s the fact that I’m leaving in 2 hours, to go to a place, where the only boy I want is, yet, he refuses to see me.
He keeps me hanging on each one of his words.
But when the moment comes, where we can finally see each other again, he comes up with so many excuses of why he can’t.
They’re good ones too.
Almost bulletproof.
The thing is, why do I need a reason to feel this way?
Why must I justify why I feel like this.
I’m too exhausted to search for the reason.
I’ve become reluctant to search and fix whatever the issue is.
I’m lonely. I’m sad. But really, I’m just tired.
Tired of it all.
The past couple days have been beyond crazy.
- Warped tour in Montreal <3
- Saw someone propose to their girlfriend at the We Came As Romans show.
- Got a new puppy.
- Had to walk across the longest bridge ever to get home.
- Missed out on Death Cab For Cutie due to the largest fucking storm ever.
Crazy, amazing, fun and quite sad.
